Thursday, November 13, 2008

I love this song. This is MY song

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known


I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know


I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now



Call me corny. Call me too emotional, but I LOVE this song. I'm sure there are a ton of girls out there who can relate :)
Oh how I want a prince charming. blah blah blah, like he exists!
hahaha
ok enough of being girly.

Taylor Swifts new cd is heaven for girls ages 11-20 I would say. Love it :)

So I found out more about moving to Washington. It pretty much depends on my grades this semester which I'm not too worried about. I'm doing pretty well. The thing is though, our semester at RCC doesn't end until December 18th. Spring semester in Washington starts January 12th. That is somewhat short notice to find out if I'm moving or not don't ya think? I've got to be prepared for anything I guess.

I have also been job hunting since August. Most ridiculous few months ever to try and get a job. I swear...there is something out there telling people "Don't hire Alisha she will do nothing but destroy your company!" ...I'm sure of it. Why else would the 20+ places I have gone turn me down? It is quite frustrating...my parents are in my ear about money all the time. I can't help it, I have tried and continue to try but nothing happens. My trust is in God, something they don't understand, so when I say things like " God will provide for us" or " Maybe I'm supposed to be focusing on other things" it doesn't fly well with them. I believe though that it is in Gods hands because I have prayed about it a ton so I don't doubt that I will get the right job at the right time. Right now I'll see what else God has in store for me.

Holidays are right around the corner. Absolutley stoked about that. I just wish this weather would at least humor us and maybe send a little breeze or...something! Either way, holidays are coming and I can't wait for christmas music, hanging out with my family, eating lots of food, walking around mission inn, drinking hot cocoa, disneyland fireworks, mountains in the snow, baking cookies, the list could go on forever! Just a couple weeks away...you all ready!?

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